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remyheart
Date: 2008-04-09 23:24
Subject: Crap. A year? Really? Crap.
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I can't believe it's been a year since I posted. A YEAR. I am so made of suck, it is disgusting.

Top reason I suck? People have left me wonderful happy comments in my LJ. AND I HAVE NOT RESPONDED. This is unacceptable. People, if you're still watching me, know that I am going to resurrect ancient comments and reply to them. It is so kind of you to like my work and tell me so, and it is hideously vulgar of me not to respond.

Y'all, I think my writing brain is broken. Seriously. I can hardly hold a thought in my head long enough to tag, much less plot and write a story. I've tried to write the next chapter of Lukas's story more than twice, but each time, it fails.

If my brain ever works again, I do have a long story to wrap up the NCD world. It's awfully hard to write in, as there is so little hope and so much pain. But I think this story would help. If I could get it together.

I don't promise, because I've gotten people's hopes up before and failed them. But if it's there, and if I can ever write for real again, I'll get it down.

In the vein of crack!fic, Heiry and I have begun a new Stuart/Ben pairing. We can't help it. We're addicted. It will not be posted here, but on my insanejournal, as it may end up involving a certain young man in certain adult situations. LJ's delicate sensibilities might never recover.
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wrabbit: daniel
User: whatifisaidno
Date: 2008-04-10 04:50 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Keyword:daniel
Hello! I'm a fan of the NCD 'verse, although I can't remember if I ever left any comments. I hope you get your groove back.
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remyheart
User: remyheart
Date: 2008-05-04 15:02 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I think you did, cause your name seems familiar. :) Thank you! I suspect my problem is laziness. Which is bad and wrong, but I'm not sure I can stop being so lazy. Ugh.
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Kat: Bondage
User: katwoman76
Date: 2008-04-10 06:09 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Keyword:Bondage
Heiry and I have begun a new Stuart/Ben pairing
Squeeeee!!! *goes to bookmark the insanejournal*
I can't wait.
Will you at least give us a hint here, if you post something of that story on IJ?

And I still hope at one point you two will write more of the after Valimar stuff.
That story was not yet finished in my eyes. *pretty please with puppy dog eyes*
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remyheart
User: remyheart
Date: 2008-05-04 15:00 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Kat, you are so sweet. :) And I would LOVE to write more Valimar, because there really is more to it, but it's tracking down the other people involved and getting them to do it. Grr. (Christina is particularly hard to get hold of.)
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Kat: Bondage
User: katwoman76
Date: 2008-05-04 15:14 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Keyword:Bondage
But for the parts directly after Valimar, you only need Stuart. Christina would simply have to stay MIA a while longer until you can track her down.
Just know that whenever you go back to that universe, I will be here - waiting.

And I'm looking forward to the new stories.
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remyheart
User: remyheart
Date: 2008-05-04 15:17 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Mmm... the way we left it, we'd need Stuart, Ben, Billy, and Ryan. Which I would so totally love to play, but Billy and Ryan are rarely on anymore. Woe.
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Kat: Manhandling
User: katwoman76
Date: 2008-05-04 15:30 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Keyword:Manhandling
I think I remember Ryan being pretty attached to Stuart, but I admit I don't really remember how Bills fits in the picture.
I read everything related to Ben, but not everything surrounding Stuart.
And with the special position Ben is in, I'm sure you could find a solution for him not actually coming in contact with Billy and Ryan.
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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2008-04-10 08:35 (UTC)
Subject: Glad to see you
Happy to see you're still here :D
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remyheart
User: remyheart
Date: 2008-05-04 14:59 (UTC)
Subject: Re: Glad to see you
Thank you!
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berseker
User: berseker
Date: 2008-04-11 01:59 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I surely missed you. :) I hope you write the story - but yeah, sometimes your fiction is just too painful (I have some parts of it memorized and I still think the thing you did with the poem in Pride was pure genius, but is still painful).




Anyway, do you use bittorrent? Because if you do, this is what you should do: download Ondskan. Watch it. Write fanfiction. In case you don’t remember, you recced this movie yourself, and it is, uh, pretty interesting. ;)

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remyheart
User: remyheart
Date: 2008-05-04 14:58 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Icon is MADE OF WIN.

It is really bad. I can't even read it anymore. Eek. (Thank you re the poem! It's one of my very favorite sonnets.)

Hee hee hee, I bought Ondskan a while back, but haven't watched it again. Man, that was one amazing movie. I have a whole list now of movies like that that I have to watch.
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berseker
User: berseker
Date: 2008-05-08 01:45 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Heh, thank you :)

You know, that list of yours... think you could post it for us? Because I watched Ondskan because of you, and it was awesome. I could use more recs. :)


(the sonnet became my favorite too... I actually read that storyu so many times that I memorized it, along with some of the scenes)
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remyheart
User: remyheart
Date: 2008-05-08 19:19 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Hey, that's an idea. Should I post the list that I'm planning to watch, or post reviews after I see each one? I have one coming as soon as I send back everything I have now. :)
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berseker
User: berseker
Date: 2008-05-09 00:26 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Oh, now I don't know. A rec list would be cool, but I´d definetly be interested in your reviews. Maybe you could do both things... *wink wink* Like, start with a least, then write the reviews as you watch it...

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remyheart
User: remyheart
Date: 2008-05-09 00:32 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Mmm, yes, good call. Let me check my queue. :)
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berseker
User: berseker
Date: 2008-05-09 00:42 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Don't start with a least. Start with a list. Yeesh. I must be sleepy. :)

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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2008-04-11 02:31 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I don't remember if I dropped a comment here or not. >> Well either way, read your stories and really loved em. Ahah, sometimes a new, long project like that is kinda daunting... it just takes time I guess. : D Good luck!
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remyheart
User: remyheart
Date: 2008-05-04 14:56 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Thank you! Yeah, I am not so good with the planning long stories anymore. Woe.
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